Thursday, March 18, 2010
I'm sixteen. Fuck the world
I am also so motivated by ballet, although i honestly need to gain energy to get myself through it. I need more energy and i don't know how to get it. food and drinks don't exactly work, sleep does, but i never end up getting the amount i need. tomorrow is friday which allows me to catch up on sleep which is such a good thing. And all this studying is starting to depress me, and itll only get worse. I think that means more hair loss for me. Not too long till my birthday and i'm pretty excited! i am so excited for the holidays too. the socialising side to it but. Im nervous for my party cause i really want to please but we shall see! I love my friends. they are what makes up my day. and tomorrow im planning on teaching the group some ballet which should be so fun. We'll see how much of a good teacher i am!