Thursday, January 13, 2011

omg you're so lame!

Thursday, December 23, 2010

stop farting gosh!

Monday, December 20, 2010

OK MUM! JUST BECAUSE I'M NOT EATING ANY OF YOUR FUCKING CHERRIES TODAY DOESNT MEAN I DONT LIKE THEM! I WAS THE ONLY ONE EATING THEM FOR THE PAST WEEK.
WTF
STOP ASSUMING STUPID THINGS! you're old.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

THIS IS YUCK!
Cause you shouldn't be thinking about food.

Friday, December 10, 2010

701; There is never a dull moment when you are around. You can put a smile on anyone face and that is a gift that go's unseen by soo many people. But you, keep your head up and a smile on your face and NEVER let any one bring you down. Simply amazing. ♥

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Love of my life.




‎#45, HOLY SHIT! Where do I begin with you???? Do you expect me to sum up your amazing-ness in one paragraph? GET FUCKED. I NEED MORE SPACE. ♥ ♥ ♥
‎45- girlfriend ! Hehe you're super pretty and talented, I'm actually so jealous :( but I wish you the best of luck for the future hey, in the middle of nowhere! Hahah you'll do great things :) and amazing extension ! Haha ♥
56. omg you are so so amazing :) you have the best smile :) you are a little bit crazy but i love you. you will do amazing in the future :)

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Sunday, December 5, 2010

WHERE THE FUCK IS MY RING?

The last few weeks.

The school year is coming to an end and so is my ballet year. May not be forever, but for a very long time.
Good and hard times, friends and foes, laughs and tears.

I really wish my ankle wasn't stuffed to the point where I can't enjoy dancing. 
Lately I've been doing nothing & continuously hurting myself just tells me to work harder out of the studio. 

& I can't promise myself I will...but I will try.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Sometimes people shouldn't exist.

Because they're only there to fuck up the beautiful things in life. 
And sometimes they're really good at it.

Even if it gets better...the shit doesn't deserve to happen for the sake of their own happiness.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Friday, November 19, 2010

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Nails & Dreams


cbf saying anything. k thankbye.

Boys.


My heart goes out to one special girl, and whether or not she is reading this, she would know what I'm talking about. Guy's are fuckers & you can never 100% trust them. Even the ones who win your heart over. It can be so hard not to fall for the beautiful words that come out of their mouth, like how you 'changed' them. But it's true that these genuine guys are really hard to find. And only time can determine if you're really lucky enough to find one. 



Monday, November 15, 2010

Sunday, November 14, 2010

The words I hate at the moment

Job
Leave
Hotel
Eighteen
Money

Today was too hot to comprehend but my day with this boy completely put the heat aside.
Thats all. <3

MAGIC MAGIC MAGIC MAGIC FOUNTAIN
SYLVIE GUILLEM, YOU NEVER FAIL TO IMPRESS

Saturday, November 13, 2010

THREE WISHES




Even when there isn't meant to be any worries. There are. I just want that peace of mind that I don't have to worry about anything.

Friday, November 12, 2010

colours

Here's what I have to say



I really need to dive into some water right now.


Pointe was utterly painful today. I crave the soft cushiony feeling I used to feel with my old shoes.

My Sombrero & my flowers.





Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Completely fuddled.

It's the last day of study for the HSC for me. It's dragged on to the point where I'm completely de-motivated.
I only pray that I'll get through tomorrow with a smile on my face. I hope it won't be a complete disaster that I second guess all my answers. I only hope that my mind will completely forget it all and say...
'Hey! it's over. No need to worry now. No regrets. You did the best you could.' 
Senior Science was a huge mistake. But this is the time to make them, deal with it. So I've done a good share of study for it today. More than I expected. And surprisingly, I actually knew what I was talking about. I just hope the son of a bitch Board of Studies doesn't throw and shocker like they did with maths. 
Hurry the fuck up. In practically 24 hours. My HSC will be done. 
One more day. Give it all you've got. Go hard or go home.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

juzz playin round foolz





My agenda


Today:

  • Shower, clean
  • Have Macey over
Monday
  • Library (morning? lets say 10 am - 1pm)
  • Tim (Taking great advantage of my one free night from ballet)
Tuesday
  • Good, cold, hard day of extreme cramming
Wednesday
  • Get these last two exams over and fucking done with!

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Clothing.




An upcoming post based on issues my best mate and I discussed about clothing.
We are becoming shop smart kids. siq!
Maybe it's because I slept at 6 am that I feel so drained, pissed, unmotivated, depressed.

Friday, November 5, 2010

Not expecting or counting on anything

Click on photo for sources.





Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Don't just glance at it. Read it.

Rosyln


Up with your turret
Aren't we just terrified?
Shale, screen your worry from what you won't ever find

Don't let it fool you
Don't let it fool you...down
Dancing around, folds in her gown

What to say on a day I planned to have so much to say, yet now nothing...So um, whats new? 
Two words...Bon. Iver. Ever have those artists who capture your soul? And I'm not talking the cliche superficial bullshit. Not the shit when you go, the lyrics relate to me or it says everything i'm feeling. 
I'm talking about the music, the creation of an atmosphere and the ability for music to not explain any emotion but take you into your own world, making you feel like you're flying. I have yet to meet someone who understands and I don't think I could believe anyone else who could say they do, but when I know, I think I really do know. Anyway, Bon Iver makes me feel that way.

Having the HSC come to an end and the great possibility that I'm super unlucky when it comes to employment...I've become extremely motivated to run. The one down side is that I don't want my body shape to change or get bigger thighs (Which I know will happen). So then having nothing to do with my life, I now have the time to really do something and also to really get my cardio up. Even though I honestly am not bothered, I think its time for me to push myself and actually work really hard to achieve something because I seem to always give up. New Years Resolution?

Piano. When mum brought it up in the car...my body burns. You want to know the reason why I hate it so much ma? Because you and dad forced me into it. Sure I might have liked it growing up, but it was only because I was good at it and because you pushed me so much I didn't know what else to think. But what really fucked me over was when you'd pester, push, scream, put me down because of it. Why did dad have to sit next to the piano and make me drill it like a fucking dog. Banging something on it for me to get the timing right. Or making me start again when I'd do a tiny mistake in the first bar. Or telling me off for not practicing. How am I supposed to enjoy myself when I have those memories? I plain hated it. I never like playing for you because you always have something to say. Always. stfu?
So please, stop it. And I know I can't say this to your face because you'd crumble to a zillion pieces...and you're my parents & I love you.