omg you're so lame!
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Monday, December 20, 2010
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Sunday, December 5, 2010
The last few weeks.
The school year is coming to an end and so is my ballet year. May not be forever, but for a very long time.
Good and hard times, friends and foes, laughs and tears.
I really wish my ankle wasn't stuffed to the point where I can't enjoy dancing.
Lately I've been doing nothing & continuously hurting myself just tells me to work harder out of the studio.
& I can't promise myself I will...but I will try.
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Sometimes people shouldn't exist.
Because they're only there to fuck up the beautiful things in life.
And sometimes they're really good at it.
Even if it gets better...the shit doesn't deserve to happen for the sake of their own happiness.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Friday, November 19, 2010
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Boys.
My heart goes out to one special girl, and whether or not she is reading this, she would know what I'm talking about. Guy's are fuckers & you can never 100% trust them. Even the ones who win your heart over. It can be so hard not to fall for the beautiful words that come out of their mouth, like how you 'changed' them. But it's true that these genuine guys are really hard to find. And only time can determine if you're really lucky enough to find one.
Monday, November 15, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
Here's what I have to say
I really need to dive into some water right now.
Pointe was utterly painful today. I crave the soft cushiony feeling I used to feel with my old shoes.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Completely fuddled.
It's the last day of study for the HSC for me. It's dragged on to the point where I'm completely de-motivated.
I only pray that I'll get through tomorrow with a smile on my face. I hope it won't be a complete disaster that I second guess all my answers. I only hope that my mind will completely forget it all and say...
I only pray that I'll get through tomorrow with a smile on my face. I hope it won't be a complete disaster that I second guess all my answers. I only hope that my mind will completely forget it all and say...
'Hey! it's over. No need to worry now. No regrets. You did the best you could.'
Senior Science was a huge mistake. But this is the time to make them, deal with it. So I've done a good share of study for it today. More than I expected. And surprisingly, I actually knew what I was talking about. I just hope the son of a bitch Board of Studies doesn't throw and shocker like they did with maths.
Hurry the fuck up. In practically 24 hours. My HSC will be done.
Sunday, November 7, 2010
My agenda
Today:
- Shower, clean
- Have Macey over
Monday
- Library (morning? lets say 10 am - 1pm)
- Tim (Taking great advantage of my one free night from ballet)
Tuesday
- Good, cold, hard day of extreme cramming
Wednesday
- Get these last two exams over and fucking done with!
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Clothing.
An upcoming post based on issues my best mate and I discussed about clothing.
We are becoming shop smart kids. siq!
Friday, November 5, 2010
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Rosyln
Up with your turret
Aren't we just terrified?
Shale, screen your worry from what you won't ever find
Don't let it fool you
Don't let it fool you...down
Dancing around, folds in her gown
Aren't we just terrified?
Shale, screen your worry from what you won't ever find
Don't let it fool you
Don't let it fool you...down
Dancing around, folds in her gown
What to say on a day I planned to have so much to say, yet now nothing...So um, whats new?
Two words...Bon. Iver. Ever have those artists who capture your soul? And I'm not talking the cliche superficial bullshit. Not the shit when you go, the lyrics relate to me or it says everything i'm feeling.
I'm talking about the music, the creation of an atmosphere and the ability for music to not explain any emotion but take you into your own world, making you feel like you're flying. I have yet to meet someone who understands and I don't think I could believe anyone else who could say they do, but when I know, I think I really do know. Anyway, Bon Iver makes me feel that way.
Having the HSC come to an end and the great possibility that I'm super unlucky when it comes to employment...I've become extremely motivated to run. The one down side is that I don't want my body shape to change or get bigger thighs (Which I know will happen). So then having nothing to do with my life, I now have the time to really do something and also to really get my cardio up. Even though I honestly am not bothered, I think its time for me to push myself and actually work really hard to achieve something because I seem to always give up. New Years Resolution?
Piano. When mum brought it up in the car...my body burns. You want to know the reason why I hate it so much ma? Because you and dad forced me into it. Sure I might have liked it growing up, but it was only because I was good at it and because you pushed me so much I didn't know what else to think. But what really fucked me over was when you'd pester, push, scream, put me down because of it. Why did dad have to sit next to the piano and make me drill it like a fucking dog. Banging something on it for me to get the timing right. Or making me start again when I'd do a tiny mistake in the first bar. Or telling me off for not practicing. How am I supposed to enjoy myself when I have those memories? I plain hated it. I never like playing for you because you always have something to say. Always. stfu?
So please, stop it. And I know I can't say this to your face because you'd crumble to a zillion pieces...and you're my parents & I love you.
So please, stop it. And I know I can't say this to your face because you'd crumble to a zillion pieces...and you're my parents & I love you.
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